I hate all holidays. They create a lot of misery for people because 1)it can remind them of lost loved ones, 2)it puts pressure to spend money when you may be lacking in cash, 3)it disrupts the normal flow of shopping, traffic, etc., 4)it stirs up dissension by forcing us to reflect on our different beliefs.
AND, out of all the holidays around the world there is one that is sorely missing. There should be a Children’s Day where all parents get on their knees in front of their children and beg their children for forgiveness for bringing them into a miserable world.
This post validates my previous one in another thread. I’m really sorry that you have had as much pain in your life as you indicate, LuckyBezel, and I think you would really be surprised at how much you could benefit if you could find a good mental health therapist.