Gordon, your posts make it obvious you cannot distinguish your hallucinations from reality. You need professional help. Immediately.
Thank you for your concern. I am actually feeling very well at the moment. So well in fact that i have written a self help guide for schizophrenics’ that has been accepted by several mental health forums and submitted to national health organisations across the globe , and I have been thanked and complimented for it.
I understand my posts and the topics they cover may scare the heck out of most
people. This is not my intent. I came to the CFI with the same ideals as Paul Kurtz its founder, the scientific investigation of the paranormal. I have hope that there are still brave minds out there that will not be scared of my auntie Lucy.
For your perusal, find below:
HELP FOR A SCHIZOPHRENIC MIND
strange voices or sounds around. or inside your head ...
strange voices from the TV or audio systems ...or aberrations and changes to the regular script and lyrics.
running water and electrical appliances like fans, sounding strange or seem to be words or voices.
are you troubled by guilty thoughts, even though you try to rid your mind of them.
strange or bad smells that have no apparent source.
visual hallucinations of any kind i.e. ghostly apparitions or sensing a movement out of the corner of your eye.
headaches, short sharp body pains, like a pin pricks or short muscle or bone aches for no apparent reason.
strange stimulation of body and around your genital area including hot flushes , rushes or touches.
are you being deceived into believing you were someone else in a past life or a reincarnation of someone from the past or future ?.
If you are suffering from one or more, of the above .......you are not alone ......
1/3 of the world is schizophrenic. I have suffered through all the above symptoms .
For the last 12 years , I have battled through my schizophrenic mind without a drop of medication . Today , I feel fine ( Thank you, GOD ), and want to share my bag of tricks with you….
Schizophrenia is a devil like disease , with hellish symptoms as mentioned above and evil mental disorders that follow… so in my text below I may refer to it as the devil.
if you are now suffering from any the symptoms’ of schizophrenia and related mental illnesses , know this, once you have become aware and know or suspect, there is something invisible around you, or something in your head - reading your mind and your thoughts ....you will try to control your mind into having only good and pure thoughts curbing any sexual or evil thoughts, this is a natural reaction to being spied upon and will cause paranoia.
Defeat Schizophrenia by doing the following :
Please do not be afraid to seek mental counseling from a qualified psychiatrist.
Refuse to become, paranoid and isolated….share and discuss your experiences with your friends (please trust in your friends , family and embrace counseling ) or even online….at the very least you will be able to get a few good laughs out of it.
If unable to sleep, or suffering sleep deprivation , concentrate and listen to a soothing audio of your choice , by leaving the TV or radio on the whole night ,you will enjoy a dreamless sleep.
You may not be able to bear a turned on TV or radio… in which case find a chant, song or sound you like and repeat it constantly in your head to block the voices, till you fall asleep.
Refuse to let your thoughts trouble you…remember it is not your mind doing this but the devil who is the intruder , placing, inciting, evoking and causing you to remember or think about things you may not want to and causing guilt and fear. Take deep breaths and force yourself to live in the present . Keep a happy picture in your head that you can refer to at anytime when troubled.
Write down your experiences ( not your guilt ), in a notebook or on your computer, this will help you escape the trap of your own mind, the act of putting words to paper will snap you into reality.
Vigorous exercise will cure depression by flooding your brain with the chemical dopamine, a natural feel good and high.
Give yourself a positive label …. Such as happy, prosperous, brave, strong, willed, joyful, peaceful, good, well, or any other label of positive reinforcement to counter the negative emotions/character building in your mind. I have used self hypnosis to do this, my method is to constantly repeat my positive reinforcements till I fall asleep.
Put all your concentration into your work and hobbies.
Feel free to vent your anger on the voices alone ….. Never, ever, on friends and family, the devil is trying to isolate you from them, and once isolated things could get a lot worse for you.
Inform and help your fellow sufferers and offer your friendship and companionship…this devil preys on all mankind, especially the lonely.
Above all, Give thanks and praise to GOD.