I think I’ve learned my lesson.
Loath as I am to admit it, I did take a page or two for Pyrrhonism. It has made me question things that I have taken for granted, and that includes the claims of crazies and nuts (like the youtube videos I posted) and see that they don’t know what they are talking about. It mostly knocking down the pedestal I placed spirituality on, seeing that nothing they say are above questions. The their excuses of “mind” and “ego” are just a smokescreen to avoid serious questioning of what they claim. I think I am a little less of a sucker now.